It's been a whole quarter of a year! That being said, this year is kinda shitty so there's that. Transition is weird. It's different for every person. I feel like there seems to be more variance in FTM than that of MTF. I know what will happen but everyone seems to grow in different ways at different speeds. This last month, for example, I have grown so much facial and body hair! I mean, the acne that comes with it sucks, but for now it just means the hair is growing and I cannot complain about that lol. Along with hair came my voice drop. I have had my long-term (15 years) best friend say "Quinn? I just had to double check I called the right person because you sound COMPLETELY different," and it's only been about a month since we talked on the phone haha. I made the realization I really prefer he/him pronouns and masculine terms. I have come to terms with the fact that I will want some sort of bottom surgery in the future and that is exciting and terrif...
Firstly, Yeah I said that and I am 28 years old. Come at me. After that last update, not a lot happened throughout the week. I have had some irritation from what I assume is my body yelling at me for sweating more in my armpits. This is fun and itchy and requires I wipe down my armpits and air them out at least once a day. It's gotten better as I am writing this, but could get worse before the end of the post. (I am updating this often so I don't forget things, as that is the point.) My second shot went really well. It also didn't hurt or bruise or anything. I spent a good hour in front of the mirror afterwards staring at myself and dancing. I have found I feel stronger, as to whether I am or not is up for debate. I feel more chilled out and less emotional now, which is really a relief. I have been able to let things slide easier. I have also noticed less rage when I drive. Surprising since I have always been a fairly aggressive driver. My style has been an ever chang...